"It's important to be able to live with uncertainty"

I hate myself being so needy. The way I want of love, is like a hard toothbrush try to brush bad teeth, then it ends up bleeding. The harder I try, more blood comes out.

Sometimes, I wonder whether the sadness inside the human is just because of lack of sunlight.

I am building the Great Wall around you and me because I am too scared to lose the home. I been living in that big fear since my childhood.

Home is everything. Home is not sex but also about it. Home is not a delicious meal but is also about it. Home is not a lighted bedroom but is also about it. Home is not a hot bath in the winter but it is also about it.

I look at you. Man's body seems ugly. Hair, bones, muscles, skins, more hair. I smell at you. Strong smell. Smell animal. Smell is from your hair, your chest, your neck, your armpit, your skin, your every single little bit in body. Strong smell and strong soul. I even can feel it and touch it. And I think your body maybe beautiful also. Is the home of your soul.

Yes, maybe you are right. Words maybe not really the first thing in life. Words are void. Words are dry and distant towards the emotional world.

I thought English is a strange language. Now I think French is even more strange. In France, their fish is poisson, their bread is pain and their pancake is crêpe, Pain and poison and crap. That's what they have every day.

Love, this English word: like other English words it has tense. Loved or will love or have loved. All this specific tenses mean Love is time-limited thing. Not infinite. It only exist in particular period of time. In Chinese, Love is “ai”. It has no tense. No past and future. Love in Chinese means a being, a situation, a circumstance. Love is existence, holding past and future. If our love existed in Chinese tense, then it will last for ever. It will be infinite