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"Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve."

It's like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to always feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you're happy too.

I really think that everyone should have watercolors, magnetic poetry, and a harmonica.

And even if somebody else have it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have, good and bad.

…It’s okay to feel things, and be who you are about them.

So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons, and maybe we’ll never know most of them. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.

…I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other.

And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

When I was driving home, I just thought about the word "special". And I thought the last person who said that about me was my aunt Helen. I was grateful to have heard it again. Because I guess we all forget sometimes. And I think everyone is special in their own way. I really do.

I dont know how much longer I can keep going without a friend. I used to be able to do it very easily, but that was before I knew what having a friend was like. Its much easier not to know things sometimes.