i don’t want to be thin or conventionly beautiful or straight or brilliant. no, what i really want - and what i never get - is to be appreciated. do you know what it’s like to work so hard to make sure everyone’s happy, and to have not a single person recognize it?… because every morning when i wake up, i have to convince myself that, yes, by the end of the day, i will be able to do something good. thats all i ask - to be able to do something good.