It's kind of when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but i don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, an I see nothing. And then I staet to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does it scares me.