I am asking myself some big questions and not stressing about immediately needing the answers. I am untangling the ways my autistic masking may have impacted my ability to explore my own feelings, likes and dislikes, and I am giving myself space. The more I think about sexuality, the more I think the parameters we've set as a society are a complete sham. This probably doesn't sound like a whole lot, but it is big for me to try to pay less attention to feelings of how I 'should be.